Abagail Ellen :)

Jul 12
maybe one day you will understand the struggle you put me through, and say sorry :/

maybe one day you will understand the struggle you put me through, and say sorry :/

Jul 12

maybe

if you where to sit here and think about the way you want your life to be… what would think about.

if you have 10 days to live, who would you say goodbye to first?

if someone called on you in the middle of class, and asked you for an answer you wernt perpared for, how would you handdle that?

if you where to say one thing to any ex, would it be i miss you ?

   sometimes people do not think outside of the box, they dont think before they act. the dont think that every problem has an answer. they think the worst. when the best could be standing right infront of them smiling in their face… are you that person who put the worst befor the best. that doesnt think befor they act?… there a simple answer to that. no. no is the answer you should be saying you should think of everyday as a new begging, and ever problem as an answer to a different question. let the rain clous burst in to rainbows and wish upon every shotting star <3

Jul 12

first date

i havet really told anbody about my first date, so here it is… my first date was when i was 12 about to be 13 years old. his name was ( someone ) his dad drove us to the movies, we didnt talk the whole way there… i should mention he wasent the cuetist or the funnest, but anyway… we didnt talk the whole 15 muinits to the movies, and when we got there we wanted to watch a rated R movie “men who stare at goats” the movies was already preety bad, but to top it off my date sat there talking about hwo the butter on the popcorn was going to have to make him “poop really bad” when i got home the first thing i did was let him down easy i sent him a nice message on facebook explaing that it was good first date, but that i dont think me and him should see eachother anymore because we were such good friends, i mean that was half way true. i just couldnt get myself to explain the other reason i was breaking up with him… a few days later he asked me out again and i agve him a second chance… things were good.. till oneday he just came over… didnt call me and tell me… didnt message me on facebook and tell me… he just showed up at my house with his mom… i was walking up the street with my ex best friend ( someone ) he drove up the street to where i was outside with my friend and asked me f i wasnted to comeover to his house and … his exact words.. “play” i told him that my parents wernt home at the momment and that i would call him and tell him when they were and if i could… he didnt wait for a call or text.. he showed up an hour later and asked again and i told him the same thing… then the next monday at school he came to give me a hug and he kissed my cheeks and told me i was beautiful… i thought it was the sweetst thing, and that it was going to make up for what he did the other day… till lunch time came alone and he held my hand… yeah that was cute… then huged me everytime he got up from the lunch table… that was kinda of annoying… and it just got worce… he gave me my birthday present 2 weeks befor my birthday and then gave me another one on my birthday… and i just couldnt take it anymore… he was all over me all the time… i didnt ahve any me time, becasue he would always be driving to my house unannounced and kocking on my door asking me to “play” and everytime i told him no he would come over an hour or 2 laster and make me ” play with him”… dont get me wrong i loved all the attion, but he was just t clingy… so we broke up again, and for a while just was best friends, we got really close to eachother and stuff and about 6 months later, he came out of the closet to me, i felt so special that he truted me enought to tell me that he was bisexual and had a crush on this guy that i didnt even know… i told him if this guy hurt him i would be very vilent to him… we where like brother an sister… till i came out to him and told him that i was bisexual… then we sort of drifted a part… we still talk once in blue moon… but im still trying to get my bestfriend back <3

Jul 10

you can try so hard to be happy, but it will only work if you truly are. you can hide your emotions till the day you die, but its better to just let them all out, maybe in a blog post, i believe you some peopel will most likley understand how your felling

Jul 10

dreams do come true, as long as you keep dreaming!

Jul 10

Just In My Head.

maybe its time to just start again… yes i do have a lot going on, 2 summer jobs summer school and dealing with drama from my parents. things have been rough. i want it all to be over. it feels like a piece of gum stuck to the ground that they just step all over. 

Jul 10

YouTube →

Jul 10
Jul 10

get real

you act like you so nice, when in relaty you just a bitch. time for a new flash…NOT EVERYTHINGS ABOUT YOU!. maybe if you put fourth effert then we would, but for now your sub twettin like a mofo and you really need to shhut the fuck saying its about your cousin , we both know thats a damn lie. so take a seat in the back where you and all yo mother fucking tweets needa bee

Jul 10

I Loved You, And You Always Make Me Smile. 

You Played Me, But Do I Looked Effected?

You Made A Joke Out Of Me… But This Smile Shows You That I Deserve Better.

So Say What You Want, To Make Yourself All Better…

Just Reamber That Long Ass Letter I Wrote To You.

YOU LIED TO MY FACE, you fucking basterd, hope you get fucked over by your ugly ass new girlfriend <3

Have A Nice Ass Mother Fucking Day!!!